poem (i’m giving it a try)

so many questions
so little answers
trying to hard to find the right one
I’m lying in the dark
wondering who I am
and what to do
I’m trying to hear the beat
my special beat
the beat of my heart!
sometimes I just don’t hear it
because it just doesn’t seem to be there anymore :s
is it lost or just stopped?
maybe I should just stop looking
looking for the thing that isn’t there
someone nice who doesn’t judge!
no matter how hard I try
I’ll never be someone special
in someone else’s heart :s

magigian
xxx

Published in:  on December 4, 2008 at 5:45 pm Leave a Comment

just wondering…

hi,
I was just wondering if you really know the people who are in your life and say that they like you and stuff..
sometimes you can be totally wrong because you put your trust and friendliness into a friendship and they just spit you out like you totally mean nothing to you!!!
it’s a stupid thing really :s but it makes me wonder about life and the people in it!

I’m not saying that getting comment is a bad thing but there’s a difference between just comment and calling someone names like slut and stuff..
it’s normal for me to be friendly to new people in my life but sometimes some of them aren’t even worth the friendliness!! :s
it’s sad but it’s true! if they hate you over something small like freaking out over something than they are definitely not worth some friendliness!!
the people that are truely in my life and a support are only tree people and it’s sad because I know so many people! :s
sometimes you just have to think about your life and the people that you know and if they are being true to you!!
this is it for now
peace out
magigian
x-x-x

Published in:  on December 1, 2008 at 4:20 pm Leave a Comment