do you really know someone???

Sometimes I really wonder if you really know someone???
your friends for example!
You are there for them when they feel bad and when they need a talk and stuff but when you feel bad or you have a need for a chat you can’t reach them or they don’t really have time!!
It’s in times like that that you kind of get to know your REAL friends!!
you know, sometimes, you just want to know you actually can count on your friend and know that they are your BFFL!
That’s just one of the things you totally want to be sure of in your life!
There are all sorts of things that you just want to know and be sure of because it’s the things you rely on and stuff…
IF you have friends and they are there for you and stuff at the end of the day you kind of wonder if your friendship is the real thing!!

You’ll never know for sure!!

Peace out
magigian
xxx-xxx

just wondering…

hi,
I was just wondering if you really know the people who are in your life and say that they like you and stuff..
sometimes you can be totally wrong because you put your trust and friendliness into a friendship and they just spit you out like you totally mean nothing to you!!!
it’s a stupid thing really :s but it makes me wonder about life and the people in it!

I’m not saying that getting comment is a bad thing but there’s a difference between just comment and calling someone names like slut and stuff..
it’s normal for me to be friendly to new people in my life but sometimes some of them aren’t even worth the friendliness!! :s
it’s sad but it’s true! if they hate you over something small like freaking out over something than they are definitely not worth some friendliness!!
the people that are truely in my life and a support are only tree people and it’s sad because I know so many people! :s
sometimes you just have to think about your life and the people that you know and if they are being true to you!!
this is it for now
peace out
magigian
x-x-x

poem (i’m giving it a try)

so many questions
so little answers
trying to hard to find the right one
I’m lying in the dark
wondering who I am
and what to do
I’m trying to hear the beat
my special beat
the beat of my heart!
sometimes I just don’t hear it
because it just doesn’t seem to be there anymore :s
is it lost or just stopped?
maybe I should just stop looking
looking for the thing that isn’t there
someone nice who doesn’t judge!
no matter how hard I try
I’ll never be someone special
in someone else’s heart :s

magigian
xxx

new blog…

Hey everyone,
I am thinking about writing some more blogs on here but I don’t know about what???
maybe about love, or live or movies or music or just about random stuff that has happened to me…
I’m still thinking about that BUT I must say that my preference goes out to music or movies of maybe LOVE because I think I have found my love of my life

It can be a good thing for me to write more because that way I can do something with my time during the day besides work..

okay, I want to write about books now, because I am trying to read a book but I can’t seem to get to it and I seem to want to read some books I’ve read again..
And above all this I NEED to get back to the writing of MY book I’ve been working on it for so long but it doesn’t seem to get finished..
I’m full of ideas about the story and I try to read to get ideas but the reading and writing part doesn’t seem to get together..
maybe I should just send what I’ve got to a publisher so I know if I’m on the right track…

Well, maybe I can practice my writing here, just writing some blogs about movies and music
That sounds very good

well I’m ending for now and I hope that if someone reads this is happy and wants to read some more..

take care

xxx

magigian 

addicition???

I must say I really thing that I think am obsessed by movies and music because some movies I’ve seen more than 3 times like step up 1 and 2 and stuff
it’s funny really..
but if you’re a fan then you’re watching even though you already know what is going to happen…
there is a movie that I have bought resently called ‘Burlesque’ and it’s with Christina Aguilera
it’s a good movie because it’s about how you can become a star even though you’re not rich or famous..
Yeah it got to me..
and then there’s EDISON, which I saw for the 3rd time, with Justin Timberlake playing a reported who descovers corruption in a swat team or something… and then they follow and treaten him and stuff..
it’s cool but if you don’t follow from the beginning I think you don’t get it in the middle.

And now about music.. I must say I have listened to some songs at least more then 10 times.. but hey if you like it just play it is my motto :p
songs I like are
Gotta Get Thru this by Daniel Bedingfield
I don’t wanna be by Gavin Degraw
Love Dealer by Esmée Denters and Justin Timberlake
One sweet day by boys 2 men and mariah Carey
and also someone like you by Adele

ok maybe I should go to rehab for my “addiction” for movies and music but it’s what keeps me alive and stuff..
I have a collected a few good movies and I think I’ve seen them all..
and about my music I’m glad I have original CD’s

MUSIC AND MOVIES MAKE THE WORLD GO ROUND

think about that

xxx

movies…

Seriously there are so many movies I have seen in my time of being here but there are some I remember and some I try to forget.. like when they keep giving me weird memories in my head..
the best movies I ever saw were

Only You (because of robert downey jr his cuteness in the movie :p)
Pieces of April (because the title spoke to me)
Iron man (again for RDJ but now because he invents something wicked)
Pirates of the Caribbean (it’s one of Johnny Depp’s better parts)
Head over heels (because it’s just such a good movie..)
the biggest fan (a movie I found but is great)

Okay I admit maybe I’m a movie addict but it’s good to watch movies because they keep your look on life alive and make you think that it can be ok when you’re alive and stuff
I am such a movie lover that I don’t download movies but want to buy them originally on dvd
maybe it’s me but I think that if you really love movies you buy them on DVD and do not, and I repeat, do NOT download them.. that is so UNRESPECTFUL!!!

ok this is it.. I have movies to watch and stuff to see..
I have read that Fast and the furious 5 is out on DVD and I’m going to get it, watch it and put my personal opinion in one of my next blogs..

take care and remember, if you truly love movies, you’ll get them on DVD

xxx
magi

Boring..

hey bloggers,
today is saturday and it’s a boring day and the weather isn’t very great either
SO.. what else to do then surf the internet and watch some Shane Dawson clips on youtube
and look for some pictures of cute guys and stuff and now..
I’m writing this blog and to be honest I don’t know what it’s about actually
yeah I’m missing Daniel Bedingfield but no one can help me because no one really knows who he is..
I totally miss him! he is a great singer an he is SUPER nice

well this is it dear bloggers
have a good weekend
bye for now
magi
xxx

movieblog..

hey bloggers,
I was looking at a movie called BANDSLAM and I was thinking about maybe doing something with music or writing a letter to Daniel Bedingfield like Will writes to David Bowie
you know it’s a good movie about a guy, named Will Burton who isn’t popular, that transfers to another school, and at that school some popular chick asks for his help with her band..
and together they are going to ‘BANDSLAM’ a contest between schoolbands..
but the catch is that her ex-boyfriend is in the rivalling band from school
great movie, you have to see it
ok this is it for now because my arm is hurting from the workaccident I had last week

take care dear bloggers
big hug
Magi
xxx